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Friday, February 23, 2007
alive at 2/23/2007 07:46:00 pm

pfft? 66.3% average for 5 subjects.
I SUCK MAN T_T



walls have ears , and so do i .
now there ain't any possibilities no more .
seems like i finally got the picture .
but its ironic ;
how could someone not understand him/herself .

ignorance or purpose ,
that's the final question that i still don't understand .
but i guess , since the truth is clear ,
why bother about the reasons ?

dilemma-ed ;
sometimes that lil part of me goes through the past .
telling me things aren't what they seem to be .
and i'll force myself to push them away .
fuck , i've had enough .

and i wonder whether that day will ever come .
but still , reality holds .
as my hands grab on to a support that never existed .

and to my good friend / brother ;
you know who you are .

once again , arigato .
its been only awhile since i've known you ,
but you've helped me too much ,
as if i'm really a real younger brother to you .

when you told me about your future ,
i really didn't know what to think .
i simply owe you too much ,
i don't wanna lose the chance of repaying you ,
to let you see the results of your effort .

i don't know .. you're gonna be gone soon .
will you ever be back ?
perhaps we won't know .
but i'll be praying each day for a miracle to happen .
i'm sure the heavens wouldn't be so unfair .