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Saturday, January 13, 2007
alive at 1/13/2007 10:39:00 pm

o many things in my mind .
so little air to breathe .
so many things i wanna write out .
but i just don't have the energy to .

the whole world just seemed to turn cold .
my hair is standing .
it seems like there ain't any warmth no more .
energy drained away from my body .

all i know now .
is that my heart hurts .
it bleeds ; and the scars sting .
add on the tears , it hurts more .

i chose to let go .
and once again ,
it was without a reason .
i had no explanation .
i wasn't asked to stay .
all i saw was bye , thanks , sorry .
and the next moment i saw you ,
happily playing .

nobody understands my pain .
i can't find anyone to pull me back .

i wish to sleep .
and never wake up .

i know the truth would hurt .
and i'd never wanna accept them .

please .
don't wake me up .