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Thursday, January 18, 2007
alive at 1/18/2007 04:51:00 pm

didnt update ytd cause was busy with my sleep x))
I'm currently starting to mug cause sec 3 important year ^^
Just went gym with emman and then it started to rain. And i went bonkers walking to the bus-stop screaming like a doofus in the rain. IT WAS FUN!! x))


it was like a dream when i first saw you .
the first time i realized ,
i couldn't help but look at you .
standing alone ,
looking so innocent and gentle .

it was then ,
that feeling surged through my heart .
i felt a feeling that i didn't felt for a very long time .
at that moment i wished to see your smile .

my heart trembled ;
i didn't dare .
yet when you made that first move ,
i felt shocked , yet glad at the same time .

time seemed to fly after i got to know you .
we were getting closer .
but deep in my heart ,
the scars of my past haunted me terribly .

once again , you took the first step .
i believed in you ,
and took a step out of my deep slumber .
that was when our dream started to happen .

time flew once again ,
and this time it was even faster .
i felt as if i was flying without wings ;
in my dream ,
and i never wanted to wake up .

i remember the first milkybar i gave you ,
the first time i sent you back home ,
the piggie straps ,
the first time i held your hand ,
and the first time i whispered those words into your ears .

even though it isn't much ,
all the beautiful memories still remain in my mind .

i'm sorry ,
if i did stress you .
and i won't blame you .
you weren't sure of your feelings .
and i wouldn't want you to be sad for me .

since your heart isn't there ,
i guess i'll have to let you go .
i hope you'll be happier this way .
i still want to see your smile .

please .. take care of urself .
don't skip meals ..
and don't owaes play games till you're lazy to eat .
if you don't eat ,
how would you have the energy to concentrate ,
on ur sch work or games ?
stay happy , kaes ?

my broken dream ,
with the shattered pieces .
my eyes hurt ,
my heart bleeds .

but you're still that dream that i'll never forget .
i made a promise to walk you through ,
and i'll still be there .
no matter how much it pains .

i won't ever forget .
that feeling that came into me ,
when i first saw you .
and i'll never stop following my heart .

i'll still be there for you ,
whenever you need me .
aishiteru .

miss you , bird .